Confused Feelings

I don't want to

But I keep thinking about you.

I don't want to

But I keep trying to get a glance at you ever minute.

I don't want to

But I always help you out whenever you need.

I don't want to

But I keep trying to impress you.

I don't want to

But I am falling for you.

I want to be angry at you

But I can't.

I want to take revenge

But I can't.

Why is it so difficult,

To control these feelings,

That I feel aren't mine?

Why are my feelings so confused?